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Nov. 12th, 2014

Smell the Sunflower

So much in one day!

Oh hey! I have an LJ. That's right! I don't remember how to cut anymore so please bear with me.

Okay, so. It's been an interesting day. I am looking for an apartment now. Realized that Craigslist is the worst way to go. So I am searching locally. and there is a 2 bedroom apartment available in a building on my block. I don't mind this building either. I just hope I can get the place and it's not on the first floor. Also, I asked my friend Arthur if he'd like to move in with me too. Hope this works out! I really need to get out of this house. I love my mom but I can't stand her either. I don't know if that makes any sense. But yeah.

Then, Shunsuke finally e-mails me to meet with him after 2 months of silence. wut. No...sorry. I don't want to meet guys who put me on the back burner for their convenience. At least try to talk to me from time to time. And after I sent an e-mail telling him I am not sure because of his silence this entire time...HE SENDS ME A TEXT ASKING THE SAME THING AS HE DID IN THE EMAIL! That is a major pet peeve for me. So ...Sayonara, Shunsuke. I can't deal with people like you. whoops.

Finally, I had a discussion about transgender people and non binary people with my mom. She started out being judgy and argumentative about it. But like after 15 minutes of trying to get her to understand all of it, she finally understood and became less judgy. It's important to me that she understands because I have so many transgender and non binary friends and I don't want her to insult them in any way. And it looks like she won't be anymore. BLESS! Also, outed myself as a possible asexual to her and she was kinda okay with it???...This must be a dream.

That's all for now. Hope I can try for the billionth time to go on LJ more often. XD

Nov. 24th, 2013


This weekend, yo~

Oh wow. Never had a busy weekend like this. It was fun though. Some highlights include drinking, gaming and singing. XD I was happy to sleep really well today too. It's been tough lately with sleeping. Hoping tonight I will sleep well too since I'd like to be alert tomorrow for work.

I bought the new Zelda game and I think it's adorable! I am currently stuck but I just figured out what to do so I am going to do it whenever I am up to opening my 3DS again. XD

Now I am just working Monday and Tuesday. Then I will be resting and hanging with V for the looonnngg weekend I will have. Megan's Bday party is Saturday too. Can't wait for that. XD <3

If Paul comes before Friday I can probs hang with him and Ginny...but all depends on him. My karaoke duet buddy! ;A; Miss him.

Til next time!

Nov. 21st, 2013


Work and hunger pains.

It's so hard to babysit sometimes. It's not because of the kids though. It more of my body not being able to endure as much as it used to.

Got to Nonna's place to drive over to the horseback riding place for Bri's lesson. Then got to their house by 4:30 so they could do their homework. This alone tired me out because of the traveling. Alex and Bri LOVE to talk about things they learned so paying attention is a must. Then I had to cook for them as their parents came home only to change for their night out. The kids are better behaved at least so I didn't mind that. The kids finished eating and then played in the basement for a while until I had to break them up for fighting. Then came up to watch some cartoons. Bri went to bed at 8:30 and Alex is currently in his room reading a book before bed. Not a peep out of them. Thank goodness because I feel a major sleep developing. OTL

Almost time for Degrassi and watching Ranger's game after!


Nov. 20th, 2013


Whoa. LJ on my new iPhone and it's not hard to use!

Well, it seems like I will be using LJ more this way. As I dabble with it on my iPhone maybe one day I'll get used to this and I can be relevant again. LOL.

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Nov. 16th, 2013

Smell the Sunflower

Here is my attempt to revive my journal...

Today was pretty dull but that's okay. I slept too late and couldn't do anything much. But eating a sicilian slice with mushrooms felt like an upside.

Now watching the RangersvsCanadiens and pretty damn excited how they are playing their game now. Hoping they keep it up til the end of 3rd.

Just want to say I really dislike Crosby. Sorry, penguin fans. Can't even look at his face.

I feel a headache come on out of no where. WTF!

Later Gators.

Oct. 16th, 2013

Smell the Sunflower

Having trouble with LJ's messages! UGH!

I want to let some of my sellers know that their packages arrived at my friend's house but the messages aren't working at all. I am hoping it's fixed soon. *sigh*

I am so happy to receive some of the packages! Especially the mochi headphone jacks from one of the sellers! :)

I am still waiting for some of the packages too. I know there is one from Europe coming soon. Hoping it arrives safely.

My hetalia feels recently resurfaced. Hetalia Day is on its way too! Ohhhh the preparations and head ache! OTL But it will be fun! As always. XD

Jun. 28th, 2012


Oh yeah! Remember when I said I had a crush...

Well, turns out that it was a temporary feeling. I kind of had to force myself to not like him anymore. Why? Good question.

There was a lot of shit that went down during these months since my last post. But I don't really want to bore you with it. Long story short, turns out my emotions are REALLY terrible when it comes to handling shitty "friends" and thus I exploded. This happened while my crush was within proximity. I have been embarrassed ever since. And mending things afterward didn't go so well since I partially blame myself for letting myself blow up that time. So, by Katsucon it all turned to shit again. People told me to leave it alone, and so I did. I don't want to force things and I REALLY hate it when people play stupid with me about important matters. So leaving it alone seemed like the best option too. Anyway, during all this, my crush for this boy subsided. Now I can't really stand him. I started to notice his negative sides and well, they are pretty negative. I mean I am not saying he is a terrible person, but boyfriend material?...Not a chance. But I understand why since everyone who knows his past tells me why. So it's probably best that I fell out of crush with him.

Will I ever like another boy?... *shrugs* Too busy getting excited over A RESPONSE TO AN APPLICATION AND JUST GOT REQUESTED AN INTERVIEW! :D So, I'd rather focus on this than getting a boyfriend. lol

Oct. 30th, 2011


It's just...a little crush...

Not like I faint every time we touch...

Ahh, yes I like a boy. And it's so strange how the more I hang out with him, the more I am fascinated with him. I just found out some info that we shared in common and the girliness within me squeals with joy. lol

I just don't know how to go about dating him...or at least get him interested in me. I don't think he will like me in that way is my problem. I keep thinking that as long as I can be near him and just be his friend I will be satisfied.

...Yeah, that's obviously a lie. I really wish I could ask him out. But I am so old fashioned. And I am so insecure with myself. I am just hoping luck is on my side.

Sep. 10th, 2011


WOW! I remember to write! How cool am I???

Well, I am just so bored today. I realize that I need to do stuff for mom and did! Now, I am just stuck here looking for things to do.

I had a great time yesterday going into the city and chillin' with my bros. I love we did nothing but just hang out in Bryant Park and Kino's. XD

I think I need to start on Ukraine's pants! I need to make this shit, dammit! Will attempt to at least get a good home made pattern today. I also need to hem the SwissMiss outfit. lol I was supposed to do these things AGES AGO! OTL

Oh, did I mention that I decided to do Rose from Homestuck for NYCCpsAF? Yup, I am! ^_^ (on Sunday too) I might just make it myself after all. Any tips for me, please offer! I will be SwissMiss on Saturday. I am hoping that Megan comes to this convention so she can be my Lichtenstein ;A;. I am not going at all on Friday since I have to work.

Tentative cosplays for 2012 as follows:

Katsucon- Ukraine, Tomcat, Sister Sweden

SpringFest - Rose

Anime Boston - Fluttershy, N. Italy (military outfit), Gumi

CPAC - Fluttershy, Poland or Ukraine for the MUN panel (if accepted)

Anime Next - Poker!Switzerland (i'll do this even if Megan denies me lol), Rosetta (Tinkerbell), Tickled Pink (Rainbow Brite), Poland or N. Italy for MUN panel (if accepted)

Otakon (if going) - Tickled Pink, N.Italy, Rosetta

These plans are subjected to change but I most likely will stick to them.

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